Lady Gaga has given a candid interview about how her life changed after being sexually assaulted as a teenager.
The
chart-topping singer was raped at the age of 19 and admitted the
incident had a profound impact on how she's lived her life ever since
during an interview on Thursday.
The
following day, the star performed her tribute song to victims of sexual
assault, Til It Happens to You, at Billboard's 10th Annual Women in
Music luncheon at Cipriani in New York.
She was joined by her fiance Taylor Kinney at the start studded event.
Confident: Lady Gaga wowed in
all-white satin two-piece set, revealing her toned body while heading to
Billboard's 10th Annual Women in Music luncheon with her fiancé, Taylor
Kinney, in New York City on Friday
While promoting The Hunting Ground, a documentary on campus rape, she told TalkTimes on Thursday: 'The only person in this scenario that can heal you is yourself, and that is the complicated process.'
Gaga,
now 29, said she kept the harrowing incident to herself for years,
admitting she didn't know how to cope with the emotional turmoil.
'I didn't tell anyone for I think seven years,' she explained.
'I
didn't know how to even think about it, I didn't know how to accept it,
I didn't know how to not blame myself or think it was my fault. It was
something that really changed my life. It changed who I was completely.
It changed my body, it changed thoughts.'
Gaga also admitted there were times she blamed herself for the attack.
Dazzling: The 29-year-old stepped out
one day after she candidly talked about the aftermath of her rape;
pictured at Friday's Billboard Women in Music luncheon in New York City
She
shared: 'After it happened, I'm like, 'But what did I do in my life to
bring this upon myself?' There was some sort of maybe religious guilt
attached to it that I had somehow inspired the violence.
'Because
of the way that I dress, and the way that I'm provocative as a person, I
thought that I had brought it on myself in some way - that it was my
fault.'
However, the 'Born This Way' hitmaker said she's since turned her pain into new-found strength and resolve.
Inked: The tattoo aficionado put her body art on display
Out and about: The star and her fiance heading to the Billboard luncheon on Friday
She
explained: 'When somebody says to me, 'Oh, that happened to you?' 'Oh,
did that damage you?' I'm thinking to myself, 'You don't know who the
f**k I am now! You don't want to meet me in an alleyway. What I've been
through.'
'You can own your pain and it can be a good part of you.'
Now she hopes to inspire other women.
Power
couple: The Applause singer stunned in the light hued ensemble, wearing a
silky maxi skirt and cleavage-revealing bralette while Taylor looked
dapper in an all-black suit
Dazzling: The beauty styled her platinum blonde hair sleek with a fringe and opted for minimal makeup for the lunchtime event
She
said: 'I'm here because when I look out onto the sea of beautiful young
faces that I get to sing and dance for, I see a lot of people who have
secrets that are killing them.
'We
don't want you to keep your pain inside and let it rot like an old
apple on your counter, you know? It's like, just get rid of all that
trash. Let's get rid of it together.'
On
Friday, Gaga joined a host of female performers at Cipriani on 42nd
Street for the Billboard event, including Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez and
Ciara.
She also shared a sweet moment on the red carpet with her friend and collaborator, Tony Bennett.
Charming:
Taylor who couldn't keep his eyes off of his bride-to-be, proved to be
the ultimate gentleman as gave her a helping up the steps
Showstopper:
The Edge Of Glory artist wore sky high heels, adding delicate diamond
stud earrings and her engagement ring for a sparkling touch
On the go: The lovebirds, who met on
the set of her music video, 'You And I,' became engaged in February
2015, after dating for four years
She was named Billboard's Woman of the Year and received the honour after an introduction by her mother, Cynthia Germanotta.
Accepting
the award, she told the crowd: 'It's really hard sometimes for women in
music. It's like a f*cking boys club that we just can't get into.'
'Women provide a wisdom to music that is very unique and special,' she continued.
'It
is a perspective no one else can have because we bear life. And because
we go through things no one else goes through. And because it's right.
Because we're all equal.'
She ended her speech with a message to those who doubted her, saying: 'I couldn't wait to prove you wrong.'
Loved: The singer appeared to be in good spirits with her beau Taylor Kinney on her arm
Old friends: The singer posed up with
close pal Tony Bennett - whom she currently has a Christmas campaign
with for Barnes and Noble
Festive fur babies: Later on Gaga and Taylor were seen leaving Cipriani 42nd St with their dogs
